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haze-uh-l: tishycruzluvlol: CUE !!! lol FUN...

Wed, 25 Aug 2010 16:22:48 -0700

tishycruzluvlol:

CUE !!! lol

FUN DAY!!!!

wahahaha this was such a fun day

viciousdeliciousx

Wed, 21 Jul 2010 07:53:36 -0700

notthehellyourwhales:

OHMYGOD, YOU’RE ANGELICA

I DIDN’T EVEN REALIZE IT WAS YOU UNTIL I WENT BACK A COUPLE PAGES ON YOUR BLOG

HI, ANGELICA!!!

YOU LOOK LIKE YOU’VE BEEN ON HERE FOR A WHILE

YET WHEN I SPOKE TO YOU FRIDAY YOU HAD NO IDEA WHAT TUMBLR WAS

….

WHATEVER, WELCOME TO MY TUMBLR INSANITY!

EVERYONE, BE NICE TO HER, SHE’S MY LITTLE BROTHER!

HOLY FUCKING SHIT?! NO FUCKING WAY!! IT’S ANGELICA??!!! SDLKFJASDLKFHDASKLJFHSDKJ

I KNOW I’M SORRY!!!!! i kind of forgot i has a tumblr and then forgot about tumblr….
PS I’M WATCHING STAR TREK! WHY IS SPOCK PHYSICALLY FIT?!
AND EVERYTHING THEY SAY IS FUN AND OR DIRTY:
MYSTERIES GIVE LEONARD (?) A BELLYACHE
SPOCK WHO DOESN’T THINK WITH HIS GLANDS
etcetcetc

xDD
and hay guys :DDD

viciousdeliciousx

Wed, 21 Jul 2010 02:37:26 -0700

demcheesegraterabs:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA YOU AND CAITLIN ARE THE FUNNIEST PEOPLE I KNOW. the random facts between you guys made me lol. like more than usual. WHICH IS A LOT OF LULZ!! yep :D

colorfieldsandwagonwheels: poeticheartache: savetheglitter /...

Wed, 30 Jun 2010 10:23:30 -0700

colorfieldsandwagonwheels:

poeticheartache:

savetheglitter / ipostepicshit / softcore / citysparkle / parkaa / forevergay / regrettingthefuture / cassieroole / sandandsomesun / ilovejennmurder / thatonegirlintheback (via iateyourdinosaur, aligriffiths)

“i remember you. we met once before. in my mind i have ideas of you or in my dreams have we...

Fri, 18 Jun 2010 18:33:00 -0700

“i remember you. we met once before.
in my mind i have ideas of you
or in my dreams
have we met?

you stand firm, don’t you?
that’s why i’ve kept away from you,
but in the end, i’ve learned to respect you
i’m glad we got to meet before i leave
i believe it’s always best to get to know people just before leaving them.”

and everything was wrong so we sang sentimental songs. oh, how seldom we belong, but how elegant our...

Wed, 26 May 2010 18:13:00 -0700

and everything was wrong so we sang sentimental songs. oh, how seldom we belong, but how elegant our kiss. and we painted crooked lines but we danced in perfect time to a love so much refined, we know not what it is. so like the dullen wine we poor into a grief we’d known before, but never quite like this.
all i know now is regret. she follows like a silhouette of a cobblestone behind me. she has nothing left to say except to innocently ask, her voice delicate as glass. do you see me when we pass? but i continue on my way.

x

summer goal:

Mon, 24 May 2010 20:33:00 -0700

BE STYLIN!
*shorts+belt+tucked in blouse
x x
*cute blazers
x x
*cool dresses/rompers/skirts
x x

inspiration;
x x x x

ps;

Day 14 - Best mashup you’ve ever heard mashups bother me… well all i’ve heard is girl...

Thu, 20 May 2010 18:34:00 -0700

Day 14 - Best mashup you’ve ever heard
mashups bother me… well all i’ve heard is girl talk and top 23 kpop song mashups… and i hated both…

Day 15 - A moment, phrase, or song that has changed your life the most.

Day 16 - Something that you want to do within the next five years.
there are many, many things i’d like to do. but the biggest one is: GO ABROAD!
i want to experience allkinds of cultures all around the world
eat yummy food
GO TO THE RAINFOREST!
party in europe
buy cool things from asia
snorkle in australia
explore africa

these are old and irrelevant to my life, but still interesting…. to me....

Mon, 17 May 2010 19:52:00 -0700

these are old and irrelevant to my life, but still interesting…. to me.

http://blogs.laweekly.com/ladaily/education/asian-americans-undocumented-i/

http://www.globalpolitician.com/22510-france-multiculturalism

STORY OF MY LIFE. http://xkcd.com/476/ http://xkcd.com/299/ http://xkcd.com/733/

Mon, 17 May 2010 19:07:00 -0700

STORY OF MY LIFE.
http://xkcd.com/476/

http://xkcd.com/299/

http://xkcd.com/733/

Day 13 - A memory that never fails to make you laugh

Mon, 17 May 2010 18:28:00 -0700

i have SO MANY OF THESE.
but i’m only going to list one from each stage of my life… kind of..

a memory with a friend;
one time jake, leah and marcus, and i were at hot topic, being silly and trying random things on. with scene kids/flippy hair being the in fad, we were trying on hats (?) and doing a hair flip whilist wearing them. no… i think jake was trying to be dramatic and do hair flips.. anywho… when he did one, he made a really funny&dramatic sound and then his glasses fell off… hahahahhahahahah… sorry i don’t know why that’s so funny to me O.O however, i am still laughing xDDD

a memory from seattle;
i guess this is one of those “you had to be there” moments… because this is sososo funny to me but i can’t explain it epicly. buuut *talking about performing at quadstock* “yeah my dancers can’t get drunk before quadstock. because what are they going to do? fall of the stage! plop!”

a memory about me;
one time, it was pro-life t-shirt day, and they gave me an xxxl shirt to wear…. so i had to tie it up… and being me, i tied it up in a knot in my pelvic region because i thought it would be funny. as it was winter time, i became chilly and decided to put on my sweatshirt, forgetting that i was even wearing a t-shirt that wasn’t my uniform.
then, this guy wanted to give me a hug. again, being me, i glomped him and gave a really tight hug. he gave me a werid look. i thought he thought it was because i was psychotic, so i was fine. later his friend told me that it felt like i had a penis and it was slightly hard..ahhhhh

My vision begins to blur, The glass sky, the color of the wind, The merry-go-round playing alone, I...

Mon, 17 May 2010 05:11:00 -0700

My vision begins to blur,
The glass sky, the color of the wind,
The merry-go-round playing alone,
I wave,
My somehow faded voice is more important to me than my guilty conscience,
Tomorrow I sleep, leaving myself behind,
Emptier still than any tears of comedy,
Left to be just taken,
Left to be just damaged,
Here…

In the dark morning, I pretend the window to be a picture frame,
I wake my sleeping skin and press my hand against this wet piece of picture,
Spring blossoms and the petals fall, giving life to the river,
Swaying from side to side, where will you go?
I put my hand on the heavy and closed door,
The remains of the parade,
The silence laughs along with the fact that I won’t be sleeping again tonight,

Emptier still than any tears of comedy,
Left to be just taken,
Left to be just damaged,
Here, let there be love…
The jokingly-dancing seasons endlessly hurt,
Left to be just taken,
Left to be just damaged,
And to be melted by the dreams I hold out,

I bleed as my way of compensating everything to you,
How heavy is blood?
Happiness and sadness lie too close,
The hand that will be born tomorrow, will be simply pure and nothing else,
I can barely see you now with all these tears,

Emptier still than any tears of comedy,
Left to be just taken,
Left to be just damaged,
Here, let there be love…
There is a ferris wheel, where I can look down and see you from,
The melody that just comes crumbling down is also so sweet and beautiful, it’s frightening,
The shadow exposed by the sun is branded into my memory,
And it touches my heart more than any shallow words combined

Day 12 - Your favorite musical artist’s life story

Sun, 16 May 2010 19:57:00 -0700

_{he lies about himself in most interviews, so not much is known about mr. tooru niimura, better known as kyo (kyo comes from the first symbol of his hometown of kyoto). errrrrrrrrr i think it’s creepy to know things about artists, other than (at least in this case) they are lyrical geniuses with powerful voices that can reach all kinds of ranges. so i would never bother to look up his life story..

however, i do know that he stopped going to school when he was 15 to become a roadie for kuroyume. he supposedly never learned kanji (which doesn’t make sense to me because how could he use so many play on words/kanjis in his lyrics?). he’s been in several bands before dir en grey (even la:sadies) whose names i don’t remember… he met shinya and kisaki in some band that starts with an h before they made la’sadies…. he smokes a lot, and is now part deaf in an ear… ahhhhhh :[[[}

Day 11 - Favorite picture ever taken of yourself

Sun, 16 May 2010 19:36:00 -0700

i’m not photogenic so i hate pictures of myself….
i would also not like to be obsessed with kpop… but i can’t stop… yes..

Day 10 - A dream you had this past week described in detail

Sun, 16 May 2010 19:35:23 -0700

i don’t remember my dreams….. o.o
however, i would love to move off of campus… yes..

dear angelica of the future;

Sun, 16 May 2010 19:32:58 -0700

do not forget quadstock 2010. i know, how could you forget? but do not forget.

this describes my mindset right now:

Thu, 13 May 2010 19:27:00 -0700

_{poop.

tomorrow i have a physics test, but i don’t get out of work till 9 and i have several social commitments i need to attend to. namely, ENCHILLADA PARTAY!!!!!!!!! i love free enchilladas!!!!!! &i’m going to freak out tomorrow because i have SO MUCH chemistry to do that i’m not going to do today… because I. WANT. TO. DANCEEEEE….} can’t wait for the weekend ♥

lest we forget;

Wed, 12 May 2010 01:14:00 -0700

_{Day 09 - Five things you want to see change

kso since this question didn’t specify, i am going to be a normal human being (egostical) and list five things i want to change… about myself. i mean, this 30 day thing is spose to be about how we grow over these 30 days right right?

1) i won’t obsess over little things.

i.e. today i didn’t want to get out of bed because i was thinking about too many things… then i missed chem…

2) i won’t be as anti-social.

i don’t really like being around people, unless i already know and like them.. which i feel as if i should change if i want to do really well in the ‘real world’

3) i’ll take better care of myself.

sometimes i smell funny and my clothes are dumpy

4) i’ll learn how to say no.

i keep agreeing with people because they always talk me into agreeing with them. i don’t really know why. but this is something that needs to change

5) i’ll tell people how i really feel.

like if people are being annoying, i’ll tell them, instead of letting it fester and then i get fed up with them and then we’re not even friends anymore. and then i won’t even care because i’m so sick of them, but they’re always really confused.

maybe i’ll explain later.. after i finish me lab… ♥}

NOW I GET TO GET OFF THE INTERNETS TAKE A KPOP BREAK AND THEN WORK ON P6 HOMEWORK AND THEN BED ALTHOUGH IT IS 1:36 AM AND IT TAKES 1 HOUR TO DO 1 PROBLEM… GOODNIGHT MOON ♥

_{ok i lied… i’m still here… but this is so sad… more proof that in order to be famous in the states, you need to dumb down your music… for example, notice how foreigners who have tried to be famous here drastically changed their sound… so it’s just “catchy”… horribly composed… but “catchy”: boa, se7en (not that those two actually made their music. but the point is their producers realized this), dir en grey, david guetta…. and here is an american who knew this and thus had to— i quote this from some random person on fb— “realize that actual talent doesn’t market well.”}

~Lotus Atelier: Day Eleven;;

Wed, 12 May 2010 00:24:18 -0700

~Lotus Atelier: Day Eleven;;:

A Memory That Never Fails to Make You Laugh

I do not think I have just one memory that makes me laugh, but a couple really good ones. There was this one time during high school after lunch and my friend was “fixing her skirt” outside in the hallway. We were waiting for our teacher to open the…

PROCASTINATION!

Tue, 11 May 2010 16:07:00 -0700

SHIZ I NEED TO GET DONE:
RIGHT THE HECK NOW
-~~ENGLISH PAPER~~
so we have to turn in each part of our essay (4-6pgs) every other day. this is quite possible the most horribly written paper i have ever written.
~~-PHYSICS NONSENSE~~
YES i have at least finished the main part of my lab! i just need to look over it to make sure it makes sense u.u

FOR WEDNESDAY
~~-!!!!!!!PHYSICS HOMEWORK!!!!!!!~~

FOR THURSDAY
~~-PHYSICS LAB~~
yay for being ahead! xP not really though Dx
-!!!!!!!!!STUDY FOR PHYSICS!!!!!!!!!
I’M MAKING PROGRESS YAHHHHH
-ENGLISH PAPER

FOR FRIDAY
-CHEM LAB
-OWL

SO IF WE LIVED IN AN IDEAL WORLD, ON WEDNESDAY I NEED TO:
~~-PHYSICS LAB~~
-STUDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

THURSDAY:
-ENGLISH PAPER
-!!!!!!!!!STUDY FOR PHYSICS!!!!!!!!!
-OWL

FRIDAY
-CHEMLABCHEMLABCHEMLAB QUICKLY NAOO~

”_{He stated he writes the lyrics all for his sake. You can’t always write about happiness and he doesn’t have any interest in doing so. He thinks his lyrics can be the base everyone compares their bad experiences. So they can think to themselves ‘I thought I’m in a bad period of my life, but it could be worse’. He thinks that’s how his lyrics should be used.} “

~tsukiyo.hu

_{i can’t focus. i keep getting distracted, i keep daydreaming, and making up all these fake scenarios that will never happen because it’s too late. and i’m too nervous. nothing was going to happen anyway. i just wanted it to. it’s been almost a month now. over a month. have to get over it. i wish something would happen…}